u/Apprehensive_Tea9461

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Hey guys, so ive been going to the psych ward every wednesday mornings for about 2 months now and a new girl came around. Shes nice but she really isnt my type and im not going to the psych ward for romance or friendship, i just want to get better, and today she handed me a letter, it was a love letter. I feel very awkard and guilty, even tho i never flirted with her or did anything that could ever make her think i was, she also has a boyfriend ( so wtf is that about) and she knows because ive stated that multiple times ( when discussing relationships with other girl patients) that im not interested in relationships or girls younger than me ( we're 1 year apart but i prefer dating older people) i feel bad for her cause shes clearly kinda lonely or at least wants affection and i guess because i was nice to her she tought it meant something.. she also described what she feels for me as "love" and im like girl, you dont know me, i dont know you sorry but no.. she wrote in a very poetic way too, in my head i tought, keep these kind of things for your bf not for a random girl you met 2 weeks ago in the psych ward ..

How do i tell her that im not interested at all ( in any kind of relationship) without making her feel bad ? I dont care about the awkard part, ive grown enough to stop caring about being embarassed like that. I feel bad for her still

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u/Apprehensive_Tea9461 — 7 days ago

This has probably been discussed here before and if thats the case im sorry

A few days ago i saw an interview of David Lynch where he talked about ideas, he said something along the lines of ; getting ideas is like fishing and sometimes you catch a really big fish

Now this is going to sound a bit stupid or maybe a bit lazy but i think the perculator represents David's ( i know Mark Frost is very important but keep in mind the idea of fishes being ideas is Lynch's) mind and the fish inside of it, who is out of place by all accounts, is the idea of Twin Peaks as a whole, the Town is strange and feels out of place too right ? Coffee is also a big part of the show ( so big in fact that maybe it represents something deeper or maybe not, it might just be coffee) and im sure theres another level of symbolism with the perculator as well ( also just realised that Jeffries is a tea kettle, perfect opposite of a perculator, this might mean something?). Also the character who warns Cooper and Truman of the fish is Pete, a guy who enjoys his fishing, a bit far fetched but maybe him warning them of the fish is David warning the characters of whats to come ? Or warning them of the fact that Twin Peaks is out of place and contaminated by its connection with The Lodges and Entities ?

This probably sounds idiotic😭 I hope im not focusing too much on the hole and not enough about the donut

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u/Apprehensive_Tea9461 — 11 days ago

I really like the way they handle him in the return, his conversation with Feddie was nice and he just seemed more interesting now that hes all grown up. Hes not a bad dude really, they even made him less boring in my eyes. Idk how they did it but i like him now. I was happy to see him living asome sort of a peaceful life

I think my biggest issue with him in the OG series is that hes too "normal" so he comes off as boring, in a cast of weird and charismatic characters he was kinda flat wich i guess came from the soap opera satire ( hes the cliché cute bike guy that gets all the girls and sings with a cool guitar) and also the fact that his torylines were pretty boring added to my reaction of him mostly being " get your bike and leave dude".

Was he always cool ?

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u/Apprehensive_Tea9461 — 15 days ago

Hi guys so i just ate like a spoon of peanut butter about 10 or 15 minutes, and my mouth is tingly and weird, the back of my throat is also weird. Im not itching anywhere but it feels weird, also a had a slight case of diarrhea.

It happens everytime i eat peanuts, but im also a very anxious person so am i panicking or am i going to die ?

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u/Apprehensive_Tea9461 — 19 days ago