u/ApprehensivePark2506

my daughter turns one on monday. and i feel so alone. i've had ppd since she was born, and i feel like everyone around me is over it. my husband doesn't check in with me anymore. i watch both of our families gush over my daughter, and i can't manage to get to the happy, glowing place everyone else is in. i'm trying to heal, i'm in therapy and on meds and it doesn't even seem to matter much. the last time i tried to talk to my husband about it, he just said "well we all want you to just be in the moment with her. this is supposed to be the happiest time in our lives." and he's so right. i just feel like i'm burdening everyone. has anyone else struggled with this? i just feel like i can't make people see me.