I was wondering if cs students can tell me if they got good internships and jobs either through pep or coop program and how much harder they had to work since Laurier isn’t a target school for Cs and what they specifically did in terms of projects. Thanks!
My parents gave up a lot to give me a good education and life as immigrants but during that process they also emotionally and physically abused me during my childhood. I was never the smartest kid but I always tried during highschool and middle school to get the best grades I could and was always at least average or above. We’d always get into fights about school I kept telling them everything would be fine which it did turn out decent I guess but I still feel like I wasted their 19 years because they were probably happier back home. They expected so much more of me. But I can’t get over the full on punches and hard hits I used to receive and my mother even telling me to kill myself before. I feel like a failure and now I can’t even look at them without being ashamed of myself. But at the same time I have so much resentment for them and I don’t know what to do. It’s selfish but I just wanna cease to exist does anyone have advice. I’m too scared to kill myself and it feels so selfish but I truly don’t feel like there’s much to live for anymore.