u/Apprehensive-Set3635

For some reason I am drawn to lead and hematite, but especially hematite. I noticed this when I bought a hematite ring and I guess i really liked wearing it until it broke one day. Recently I bought a lead weight for fishing but unlike the other weights I somehow just feel very drawn to it. It feels very smooth and I like the triangular shape of it. Does this have any meaning?

Edit: Also just remembered that I also like Sand & Salt. No idea why though.

Hallo ich bin kompletter Anfänger, bin erst seit heute in einem Fitnessstudio angemeldet aber hab kein Personaltrainer - ich möchte Cardio machen, für Ausdauer, ansonsten eigentlich nur Arme und Schultern, ich gehe nebenbei angeln und ich meine ich könnte das gebrauchen fürs Angelequipment schleppen. Könnte mir jemand sagen welche Geräte ich nutzen sollte und wie viel und wie lange? Ich bedanke mich im Vorraus.

Ich bin 23, meine Ernährung tendiert zu selbstgemachten Proteinträchtigen Mahlen, ich habe bisher null Trainingserfahrung. Mein Ziel ist Ästhetischer auszusehen und schwere Sachen lange Strecken zu schleppen (z.B Angeln).

I had a dream where they were one big hole on my left pointer finger and one small on my middle finger. The holes didn't show meat or bone, but rather a hollow structure with something in the middle that looked like muscle around where my bone was supposed to be. Through these holes I could see the skin of the other side of my finger, but it was cold and it pained me, the cold penetrating this weird hollow finger. I went inside my old elementary school and had to wait for a long time in a row to talk to someone. I had a feeling I should immediately announce a medical emergency but I didn't for some reason. When it was my turn with the clerk, a senior teacher or professor moved them out of the way and started to talk about my brother who is still almost thirty and is in elementary school. He was in trouble and I should know what happened but I couldn't help but think about my hollow fingers. I was also praised by this senior teacher and then somehow the dream ends.

My brother has not been on elementary school longer than he needed and I did infact gather minor scratch wounds on my left arm and left pointer finger. I kinda felt like, I couldn't enforce myself, that I had something stop myself from doing so.

So I like fishing but my gf likes to spend time at home knitting and I also want to stop doomscrollibg next to her. I don't particularly enjoy knitting, crocheting, nalbinding nor chain mail making. I don't want to do something that requires me to picture a 3D image of how a shirt should look like. The hobby can't be baking or cooking as my girlfriend already likes to do that. Besides fishing I also like to smoke my fish but the smoker I have is small and I don't think smoking stuff is something I can do everyday. I also have interests in History, but reading books has become somewhat hard with my brainrotted brain and I'm trying better, I still want to see my options what hobbies I could with my knitting gf on the couch in the evenings. Thank you in advance