How I got humiliated and mistreated by my ex
So me and my gf ( now ex) were very happy our relationship until december but I did something very wrong on Jan 1 ( i didn't cheat ) , she was really very excited on Jan 1 because of new year so I ruined her night . We came into the relationship on 10 march 2025 and everything went smooth till December but after i fumbled hard , fights started to increase (according to her but we rarely fought) and efforts decreased and in most of the fights I was the one in fault and i accepted it everytime. She broke up with me on 25th March just because she was not able to handle these fights and pressure of studies , so she dumped me in actual she saw some chats with my friends where i was complaining about her so I even begged but she didn't give me a chance . So I let her go the next day she sent a long para where she told that she can't do it now but in future she wants it to happen and told she won't be blocking me and I used to message her everyday and she used to give a very cold reply and on 30th she sent a MSG saying she doesn't want me back and is blocking me and left so I thought that it was a clear sign of no contact so I thought maybe she needs some space ig and I blocked her roomates and her too and then for 13 days straight I didn't msg her until one of our common friends said she got a new bf that literally broke me so bad that I called her in a instant but the way she talked to me saying how I did her bad on Jan 1 and I lowkey agreed it was my fault she told me the most awfuls thing a man can hear I didn't even say anything back ,she told me she is seeing someone else and I just cried and begged again but she didn't listen she told me alex( fake name) told her everything I was like what did he tell you so what happened in May of 2025 start of the relationship this guy name alex of her coaching tried to hit on her through msg so I confronted him he said that do you believe that she is not only with you so I panicked which I shouldn't have but it was my first relationship so I fell in the trap so I said pls tell me and all and I even showed her that I said this so she said it's alright. Now back to present this guy alex showed her the chats and she said to me you never trusted me but I was not broken by that but she always told how bad alex was and she would never date a person like that ewww and he was supposed to be blocked but he was not . Next day I uploaded a story explaining the matter how I did her wrong I did this so to prove that I am accountable but what happened next her new bf alex called me and took her in conference and started threatening me and when I asked who the hell are you my ex said my new bf I felt so humiliated and he said don't upload anything about her and i didn't even mention her name on my story and he said to my ex you go I will talk to him personally to which she said ok deal with him yourself and after that he abused me but I cut the call and blocked i didn't want any nonsense anymore but I was so broken 💔 do you think I deserved it