u/Apprehensive-Cod6048

been in the worst mental state since. i’m 22 and just got cheated on on valentines by my ex of 5 years. got out these past couple months and slept with 4 people, and just tested positive for hsv2. it’s destroying me. there’s someone i’m falling for who i just had to tell and she’s been so supportive but knowing i most likely won’t get to be intimate with her again like we planned is killing me. knowing i have this forever and my sex life is forever changed is killing me. i had no way to prepare for this and feel very lost, just need some words of encouragement or some hope