u/Apart-Novel-800

I just lost all hopes motivation in my life i have 5 backlogs but I'm not afraid of them but something else I don't have friends in classroom they hate me for no reason I don't have none with me so should I leave engineering or fight back but I don't think so it's gives a joy to me I didn't choose engineering by force of parents but my myself,my parents have high hopes on me specially my mother what should do end everything or escape from it I don't know what to do

I was smart before but now I just have burden of not studying I'm just a failure