u/Anythingwilldo0

Been deep into using over the past 5 months. I’ve been at 1.5-2g a day.

I really don’t like the way it hinders me in just about every aspect of my life.

Yesterday I didn’t have any. Woke up atleast 3 times during the night in a pool of sweat.

This morning I had planned to get more… Money in hand, mouth watering from the thought of it.

But I just ended up NOT getting it. Putting the money back, jumping in my truck and getting on my merry way.

Normally once the thought is in there, I can’t shake it and it feels like I’m a bystander while this illness has its way.

BUT NOT TO FUCKING DAY!!!!