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I (M25) went jogging for a lil while and I noticed a car that would keep driving around and then when i was heading to my car I noticed the car parked across from me and when I got in my car i sat there for a little bit then they backed out and left then I left. I was behind them when leaving and they turned and I continued home. I tried to rationalize that maybe they just thought I was someone else but it was just a weird experience overall and i have been pretty anxious about it.

This entire month for the first time in a long time I felt like I was actually living my life! Moving forward, not being bound by the constant ruminations, guilt, fear, overthinking, etc. I can finally move forward. Whenever I feel myself beginning to spiral its like Im able to envision something, and its the joys of life, the goals I have for myself, my dreams! Before I used to always feel like I couldn’t enjoy life, i couldnt envision a great future for myself, but now I can! To those that deal with real event ocd, or any type for that matter! It gets better in the end! As much times as I have heard it, its true! I feel like I finally have some peace in my life. Keep going everyone it gets better!