u/Any_Cupcake_9874

So for some context I(19F) have been with my boyfriend (23M) for three years. We got together a week after I turned 17 and he was 20. At the time I thought nothing of it. But now I’m disgusted. I moved in at 18 and have been living with him since. Six months in he bought me a rabbit so I felt obligated to move in sooner. He has said and done things that just overall make me uncomfortable, and honestly scared. I tried to leave in October but he convinced me to go back. I met someone else who treats me so much better than him. As well as actually being my age. I plan on leaving when he’s not home. Ever since I began to grow distant about a month ago due to my rabbit dying, he’s been trying to find ways to be nicer. Such as packing my lunch for work, or even putting me before his friends which is normally a problem. Now I feel bad and like he doesn’t deserve this. At the same time we’ve had conversations about his behavior, and after a week he’s back to how he was. So am I the a hole?