Grief
Last year within 8 months I lost my mother, and my best friend / love of my life / women I thought I was going to spend the rest of my life with. Even though the latter is still alive… I never got to say goodbye to either. I feel the grief has been almost the same too and I’m still grieving. I don’t know that you ever stop grieving such losses. I certainly haven’t. I’m growing to realize that true love never leaves you. No matter how much time goes by. When I said forever I meant it. Every single time.
If there’s a next life I know we’ll find each other again. Like we did in this one. Maybe things will be different then. I’ve accepted that my soul loves yours on a level that neither of us could explain and it always will. Everything else has just been filler since our eyes met and everything will continue to be that. I’ve been lucky enough to feel and know that for a fact. But unlucky enough to feel what it’s like to lose that which I had no control over.
Forever and ever
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