u/AnyNinja7361

I'm 19 f. I noticed something about myself that I end up hating my crushes. Like I start liking a boy for a period of time. And then I notice their behavior nd hate them with my whole heart like from imagining us together to cursing them. Before I could even confess I like you I start hating them which has been a good thing for me, thank god I'm not in a mess with them. Idk if I like dickheads nd later realize what a asshole they are after a duration of time. Will I ever get a bf if I keep finding out my crush is a shit.