u/Any-Cauliflower9385

There are so many reasons for me to hate you. Yet, despite everything, I still love you so much that every memory of us is bittersweet.

I keep doing things to distance myself from you, even to the point that I have to pull out the curse over and over again.

I should be feeling hatred, anger, even to the point that I should be pissed Yet, it's still overwhelmed by my love for you.

But that's all I can do, grieve over something I actually don't have, grieve over something that could've been yet the universe decided that it shouldn't happen.

It's quiet but I'd prefer it that way than go back to the storm that is you.

I may or may not appear one day but you will never know it's me. I do hope if fate allows us to see each other once again, it would be like this, just someone who will return to society but will no longer be me you once knew.

I wish you well.

- A certain bird.

You went out of your way to reach me. As much as I appreciate to be told that you still care, I don't want to go back.

Maybe in time, when things are sorted out on your end, we can still talk, but no longer will you be in my deeper circle. If you want to earn my trust back, it's up to you. Just know that I can no longer see you the same way again.

But please, as much as possible, don't look for me. My presence is no longer welcome there, no matter how much you try to justify it. I'm still paying my dues.

Best wishes to you.