u/Anxious_Mortgage6549

I was groomed from the time I was eleven or twelve to the time I was twenty two by my moms boyfriend. He raped me when I was freshly eighteen. I was drugged and intoxicated. I did not want to have sex with him. I blocked it out for a few years and never spoke about it until this year. I moved out when I was eighteen, but had to move back in during the pandemic. I'd come home during college breaks and holidays. Someone told me I was too old to be groomed and raped, that I secretly wanted and liked it because I let it go on for so long. It wasn't until I opened up to my boyfriend did I realize what he had done and was doing wasn't normal. I didn't though. I have panic attacks and nightmares/night terrors, etc.