so i was with my sp for like two months, we had a really deep connection where the best way i can describe it is that we just “clicked.” not going to dwell too much on old story but i blew up at him for something stupid and we had a miscommunication that led to him breaking up with me outta nowhere over text late one night. this was like 3 wks ago.
ive been affirming for him like a week and a half now, scripting a little, being delulu (in my head lol), just doing whatever to get the feeling i already have it. i have been feeling really good about it, unfortunately i have to run into him in passing multiple times a day which has made it REALLY difficult to not check 3d or obsess. neither of us blocked each other afterward either but we don’t really text. the breakup was super outta nowhere and i heard from multiple mutual friends he’s been acting super super weird since the breakup and his sister and friends told me he still really likes me. when he sees me in passing he always looks at me for a second and looks pretty sad honestly. i feel bad almost.
i was feeling confident and good and i was curious if he’s going to a school social so i texted and asked. he responded pretty dry and it killed any potential convo. i spiraled after that because getting back into law of assumption after a long break ive had a fair share of doubts. ive still been assuming (and even during the convo) i was assuming we will be together. i guess i just need some advice/encouragement to continue. and advice on how to ignore the 3d during the day when its kinda in my face? this community helps a lot tho so thank you all :)