u/Anxious-Try1120

This is strange, I avoid different things when I feel sick. But what I don't avoid is alcohol. I threw up from alcohol once and I still drink, I don't avoid it and I've had a LOT of hard times. It's strange, I don't understand how it works, that I'm afraid to go somewhere because of what if, but these thoughts don't bother me with alcohol where everything is 50/50. Yesterday I had a brutal hangover, a normal person would throw up, but I just didn't throw up even though I was pretty sick. The main thing is that when I feel better, I immediately forget how much I suffered from nausea and I'll do it again.