How do we return to normal
My Partner m24 and me m23 went to a sex Positive Party.
For everyone Thats probably a queer thing where like there is the normal dance and music area and a like dark room area and eveyone is dressed a bit more openly.
After to many drink my partner and me went to the dark room cuz i wanted to give him some simple action and that what was my first my mistake.
In there it did not take long that other persons wanted to join in and i was the first to let that Happens. My boyfriend after me also let it happend.
The fault lies with me since i initiated everything.
My boyfriend and i are now dealing with the aftermath of that night and we forgive each other and talked alot, but i dont know how to move on with everything especially that self hate and disgust for myself. What happend is never something i would consider doing sober or ever again.
I need some advice on how to restore everything. Simple tips that would help