Advice please👏
I have been starting to collect evidence of the abuse mostly just pictures and written statements I've been too scared to try and record anything in fear of him catching me. But I am dealing with some guiltish feeling rn. So we are staying at my mother in laws(his mom and his brothers and dad) and they're all great to me and my daughter and they see what I'm going through but only to certain extent so they don't know everything he does to me just that he's a bit of a germaphobe and controls me but they don't know the whole thing anyways, why I'm kinda feeling guilty is that I don't want to take my daughter away from this her family her culture because if I leave I'll move two hours away with people I've only known a year(my bio dad) and I just hate the idea of doing that of ripping her away from all these people that love her and another thing is my daughter is a really bad daddy's girl she loves her dad she always wants to be with him for him to hold her except when he's yelling or hitting me And idk what to do because I don't know how it will effect her when I leave and I'm scared because we'll have to get divorced in order to separate but I know he won't want to do it a civil says and I will have to be forced to show the evidence of his abuse and I don't know how that will affect his custody. And another thing is that he says he loves us and wants the best for us and that's why I'm not allowed to do certain things and blah blah blah but sometimes I really do feel like he loves us and idk how to feel rn