So I 22f have been in an online relationship with my partner [20m] for about almost a year now, and everything's fine. We get into some arguments and disagreement but nothing horrible, I just....fallen out of love.. and it hurts alot because I want to still love him but I....its hard, im really trying too.
We made so many promises to eachother about the future and leaver leaving eachother but its getting harder and harder each month, I stopped everythkng he hated, getting high, swearing heck matching with my friends in games becaue he doesn't like it ive done everything and he does the same.
I know lost are gonna say break up just end it. But I literally cant. I dont know how, he doesn't have much friends all his friends are my friends I introduced, all he does his hang and be with me and talk to me, hes mentally unstable. He has a past with SH and those types of thoughts and im scared what if he really does something and it because of me. I just cant. We made so many promises, I promised him when I get ny own place he can come over and stay with me since he doesn't have a good home life. I promised id never leave I promised id marry him I promised everything.
I love him so so so much but at the same time....I dont feel anything im confused..