u/AngelEarthBaby444

hello everyone! i got up to 400 mg per day and just got down to about 50-60 mg per day. i want to jump now. my depression is very bad and gripping me by the neck. my brain feels really messed up but the wd symptoms are definitely LESS horrible than coming off 400 mg cold turkey.. i just don't know what to do. i am thinking about s ubz but don't know because of the horror stories. i want rehab but have to talk care of my grandma as i am her caregiver. i don't know what is going to help me at this point. does this feeling ever go away? will i ever feel NOT depressed? i have been dealing w these pills for a year. i'm so tired. i need advice.