u/Ancient_Trash_6758

Hello I am (24 ) years old, I found out I was pregnant and want an abortion. I am currently unemployed and living with my boyfriend. He’s financially stable as of right now. I found out i was pregnant and I want to have an abortion, I don’t see myself with kids now or in the future and I still don’t understand why. Maybe because I had a tough childhood and I was raised with no mom or dad? I’m not sure. But I don’t want this pregnancy to continue. I told my boyfriend I wanted an abortion. He told me that it was okay if I didn’t want it, he was going to respect whatever decision I made. But he said that we will not have kids in the future either, he does want kids but he won’t have them with me anymore. I don’t know what to do. I love him, and I want to be with them but I don’t want this pregnancy to continue. Should I leave him since our wants don’t align? I also still don’t understand why I don’t want it? I don’t see myself as a mom but who does ? I don’t want the kids to suffer I fear I won’t be a good mother because I had a tough childhood and I am still working thought my traumas to be a better person. How can I raise a child like that? Or am I just a coward? What do you guys think ?