long story short,
i recently got back in a relationship with my ex. today i noticed he started following a girl he had a sexual relationship with before we were officially together, and when we were together before i got upset with him and told him to block her because they hung out (in a group setting with mutual friends) and it made me feel jealous.
anyways, noticing this made me dig deeper and i see that shes been liking his recent posts. it hurts really bad, and im not sure if i want to confront him. my problem is im very attached and i do love him, but its messing with my head and i can’t stop comparing myself to her.
it also sucks because, as pathetic as it is, i don’t want them to get together because i know how he is and i guess knowing she’ll get that version of him hurts really terribly. i dont know how people get over this kind of thing, my trust for him is definitely shattered.