u/Ancient-Foot4759

maybe i could if i actually tried but i have no desire to try i feel so much worse when im not talking to older men i know its horrible i know im fucking myself up but i just cant bring myself to stop when this feels like the only "fix"

i feel so disposable it used to not bother me but its really been starting too recently i know im not a very easy person i know i can be clingy and obsessive but it still really sucks to be discarded by these older guys