This is a very embarrassing topic but I noticed yesterday that I have been bleeding from my anus after wiping yesterday and when I got up to flush the toilet looked like I slit someone's throat in it. I'm scared and freaking out over this but it seems to bleed only when my butt is spread. (I spread a tad bit before defecation to decrease smear. I think it helps but it's honestly just habit now) The blood is dark red and I'm terrified that it's cancer or something but I'm young and embarrassed and terrified to talk about the topic if not necessary. If I put a piece of toilet paper on my butthole and hold it there it will be covered and soaked with blood. It doesn't seem to be a problem other than going to the bathroom though. No pain or anything. I have had some trouble popping regularly usually going once a day or sometimes going a day with out. Am I dying?
Edit: As soon as I finished this post the bleeding seems to have calmed down (on the toilet rn) which is good but I'm still worried my poop has something or something further up my intestines.