u/Aminsonaya

I have thousands of unanswered questions in my mind, and I feel like I might explode. How can someone go from loving you so deeply. crocheting a scarf for you, writing you love letters, showing care and affection. saying that you are perfect and I'm lucky to have you. to suddenly becoming extremely cold and treating you as if you never existed?

I remember many times when she deactivated. I kept telling her how much I loved her, reminding her of everything we shared—our plans for the future and the unforgettable moments we had. I would spend hours expressing my feelings, and in the end, she wouldn’t say a single word.

I can’t sleep at night because I keep overthinking everything. I loved her more than anything in my life, and the pain is overwhelming. The worst part is that I see her in everything around me. Moving on doesn’t feel possible. I have anxious attachment, and I don’t let go of things easily.

I don’t deserve this pain or the way she treated me. I only loved and cared for her. How could she hurt me like this?

Do avoidants delete chats , pictures , memories to avoid missing their partner ?