M20 , been living in a small city most of my life , was a big mj fan since i was a kid , watching all the music videos in a loop , anyway , i had a group of close friends, 3 friends , i havent felt like i really got along with other people , been in 4 relationships irl so far , all ended up bad
Today i went to watch the michael movie , and i realized no one came alone , except me , i cried for the whole first hour of the movie idk if it was because of nostalgia but then i really just felt sad , and to describe it in the best way possible , i felt sorry for myself , for being what i am , and being who i am made me alone for a long while now .