Hello^^
I’m probable a gamer with a long history on steam and over 800+ games
I love finding new games with unique mechanics and difficulty
I enjoy long discusses that go in-depth of just spouting inside jokes back and forth
If you enjoy guilty gear or nightreign let’s be friends!
Not a big fan of services but would love a fun low effort friendship
I just got out of a relationship with a woman who’d constantly demean and imply I wasn’t good enough. She’d choose everybody over me and tell me it was my ego for wanting some reassurance or for her to choose me in anyway. I’m being completely consumed by negative emotions. I can’t leave the bed, have quit my job, and feel like dying. I’m so desperate for relief.
My mind just spirals with questions
Why did I let her treat me like that?
Why did I love somebody who thought that was okay?
Why must I live in this ugly deranged body?
I’m scared, I’m lonely, and everything reminds me of her. Every moment alone is agony. I’m constantly breaking down, sobbing, and hyperventilating. I tied my entire self esteem to her and she didn’t care to even do small things for me.
People like me aren’t supposed to exist