going to give jee advanced in 4 days with preparation worse than jee mains or even boards
going to give jee advanced in 4 days with preparation worse than jee mains or even boards
while I was returning home after giving jee mains session 1in january, i was demotivated and pretty sad cuz I was expecting a better performance. on the way back, I had a minor accident.
my mood and motivation both were ruined after that and I had lost all interest in studies.
growing up, I always had a balanced life, everything was balanced. say studies, going out, playing, socialising, etc.
this time I had to focus only on my academics because of which i was also kinda depressed in the late 25.
after the mains session 1, i could barely focus again. things were just not the same for me, and so I end up getting a decrease of 4%ile in the april attempt.
after scorecard came out, I started going out again, and living my life. i kinda gave up on jee advanced, and started believing that it's out of my reach now.
ik this was wrong on my part, and that I should've tried harder instead of complaining, but I was really exhausted. i had become someone I never was. this was my first time experience anyway.
now i have to give jee advanced in 4 days, and i have not read anything new, i have not studied anything after 24 january seriously, even the boards prep was insincere.
so yeah I don't know anything new to the syllabus which isn't in mains but is in advanced
\+ I've forgotten almost everything which I had studied earlier for mains, especially organic and inorganic chemistry
maths was never cup of my tea, both bcz of the bad teaching and my stupidity.