u/Ambitious-School-368

I’m sick of being alone. I was broken up with about three months ago and I’ve felt terrible since. It’s misery. I barely even think I’m a human being. I hate people. I hate emotions.
I hate that I have to stay alone.
I was told by my Ex he didn’t know the last time he actually loved me.
It was a terrible feeling. I’ve “had” someone for so long, but they weren’t mine in heart.
I don’t know what to do. I’m falling in love again but I’m so scared. I just want to be alone. I want to feel love but I don’t want to experience heartbreak again. Any advice to get over my feelings?