I feel like I’ve made so much but so little progress omg. Time to tackle the dishes 🙃 any tips/insight is much appreciated, I was neglected and have NO clue how to clean 😵💫
My grandpa compares me to my bio mom to upset me and set me off. She is a truly evil person. He knows my worst fear is being like her. It makes me senselessly upset. How do I deal with him doing this?
Oh my god I’m so ready to move on in life without him. Groomer weirdo. Swore time and time again to pay for my college and just hasn’t. I can’t re-enroll and I’m abt to just take the L and take on the debt myself bc I can’t stand being in this position. I wish he just told me to pay for it in the first place instead of continuously grooming me to be dependent on him. Im 24 I’m so frustrated 🙃 I just want to feel like my life is my own but he keeps holding me back and messing with my head. He won’t let me be an adult bc he keeps making these false promises that make me depend on him then screwing me over. I can’t wait to put him behind me and never look back. Hes acted in ways where hes made himself dead to me. I have no clue who that man is. God im so sick of suffering because of one fucking person.
I’m really struggling right now. I had some rlly awful stuff happen with my family. I was able to somewhat come up for air but it came back up and I feel like I’m under again. College is letting out too, I have so much to do and my structure and socialization will be gone. I feel like I’m turning out like my mom. Some words of encouragement would be really nice right now
When we fall asleep, our body temp drops about 1-2°F. If you have a hard time waking up, try sleeping in warm clothes like a hoodie and pants. This will help your body warm up when you are waking up. You might feel a little sweaty but it’s better than sleeping thru important stuff!
I was raised by my maternal grandparents because my parents were dysfunctional addicts. I’ve long accepted my grandma was a bad person, but I’m having a really hard time accepting my grandpa was too. He’s been my rock even though he has treated me very poorly. I’ve had memories I’ve repressed starting to float around again where I found porn in his search history involving a 16 year old and a horse. He told a story once where he took a picture of a 16 year old girl who was topless at a beach in France as well. When I was a toddler, he held me under water while giving me a bath because I wouldn’t put my head under the faucet. He’s lied to me and manipulated me in mean ways consistently over the past 6 years and let my grandma do awful things to me.
Our relationship finally came to a peak a few months ago and I’ve stopped talking to him but I need to reach back out because he said he would pay for my college but hasn’t out of negligence lol (don’t mean to sound ungrateful, if he told me to take out loans I would have)
He’s extremely charismatic and overall acts like a good person. It’s so conflicting because he’s always been there for me but… he’s just a bad person.
Apparently warm hands/feet are a symptom of narcolepsy type 1 narcolepsy. Does anyone else deal with this?