u/Altruistic_Yam2333

Just wanted some reassurance.
Don’t want to give up this has been a long journey for me .
Going from I won’t be able to do this to driving insured with husband in my own car!
I have an automatic which I wish I’d done ages ago cause it helped with steering!
I was too scared to purchase a car because I wasn’t picking it up on my one lesson a week.
I’ve had to fight strong lack of disbelief, times my anxiety in learning was crippling before lessons .
Anxiety in learning in general fear of judgement.
To where I am now 2 tests unsuccessful, just need to work on parallel park
But test is end of July
And my theory runs out this year in October
I have to deal with mood issues hormones audhd ( menopause)
Stress where I live
Wish I’d done this years ago
I’ve just put in application- new instructor
Don’t think old one will have me any longer and he never even contacted me to find out if I passed!
I know other persons driving journey are worse
I’m not going to give up .
But this is so hard
I’m 50 and it’s hard .
But need this so much .
Don’t know what I want you to say but just a rant really