u/Altruistic_Fig2537

For a couple brief days I felt what it was like to finally have a little relationship with someone. It felt kind of really good and then as soon as I start to like the person they pull back and life fucks everything up and now they won’t talk to me. 🤕 it feels like whoever is running the simulation of this universe is messing with me. I don’t really want to date anyone ever again but I also just want that good feeling back. So for those of you out there, it’s better to be alone than to almost not be alone then go back to being alone. I wish I could erase my brain of these memories