Got exploited and manipulated on online dating app when I was a young teenager .
Got exploited and manipulated on online dating app when I was a young teenager .
When I was young , most probably 14 , I was exploring dating apps , which was a new thing for me then . So i installed and dating app with a fake profile . There mssgs start to come and then I talked with a person , btw I just joined for nothing serious cause I knew love doesn't happen there and it was an very unpopular app . When I was talking with that person , he asked me to send boobs pic so I gave him from above of my clothes and then he again and again kept asking to send without clothes so I most probably that i remember I gave that pic in bra then he complimented and then I went from that chat and never talked to him . Then another time I think I gave boobs pic to another person , what i remember that I didn't took off the bra . So it would be total most probably 1 or 2 times in bra and 1 or 2 times with above cloth in total . I gave them cause I thought what would happen they r strangers and when I got validation from the first person I gave again the pics for validation . I thought I would get validation by this way . After that I understood that it's not right what I'm doing and then it never happened again after that . I regretted also . Now I'm 20 and in a healthy relationship and I'm Indian . My boyfriend is very kind and understands me . And this thing that I showed boobs before to someone it is eating me from inside . It's been more than 2 yrs with him nd when this memory come I often ignore it but this time this memory came and it is not going out of my head . It feels like I'm hiding something from him and betraying him which I didn't really . What should I do you people suggest . I'm feeling if I wouldn't tell him i will die in guilt and right now for somedays I'm constantly thinking abt this . I could share everything with him but this thing I'm not able to express .