u/Alternative_Item_729

You think it's funny until it's another guy making me laugh and falling in love with me.

How can you keep following a trail that leads you away from me? Away from us?

You have had many relationships that I don't even want to know about But out of all of your relationships have you ever felt anything that feels remotely close to what we are both feeling right now?

Do you feel that longing to be by my side? Do you daydream of me as often as i do you? How are you not absolutely broken inside without me? I'm broken without you.

A year later.. we both know we belong together. I know you belong with me. I know i belong with you. You are my person. I've called you out and said horrible things I've said things that I don't mean pushing you away because of my frustration you're the only thing in my life that I've ever wanted to dive head first into without knowing every risk outcome or fate it may mean I want to dive head first with you and I'm frustrated because we're still sitting here talking about feelings and feelings are figurative feelings are fleeting until you are standing in front of me and I am standing in front of you what you think you feel in this very moment is not going to ring true as me standing in front of you I may stand in front of you and you lose all admiration of me I may stand in front of you and you may fall at your knees you can say a million different things about how you would want to possibly could whatever none of that even matters not until you're standing in front of me and I'm standing in front of you I have done far more for this than anything I've ever done in my life I think the same goes for you how do you walk away from that sure you can fall in love again you can fall in love a million times that's not the question the question is how do you walk away from what we are sharing make no mistake I am in this with you 100% And you walk away I have reached out I have done everything I know to do to bring you back to me and you're not coming