Like nothing happened
Im giving myself a panic attack thinking about leaving the hospital without a baby and people not caring anymore. Im supposed to go home and move on with life? I feel like i can’t breathe. I really haven’t cried and i feel like it’s gonna hit me so bad.
Also thinking about how they took him and all i can think about is if they’re handling him with care. I feel like a horrible person. Makes me sick to my stomach. I want to scream to bring my baby back in the room.