So this is a throwaway account. I live in a pretty homophobic country. Tho since like 2021 I had an attraction to men (fyi I'm 20m).
But it wasn't romantic. It was always the woman whome I preferred more.
But then I met this guy in Uni.. We started having classes together.. And he's just soo cutee and our personalities matched.
We would sit beside each other and touch each other legs 😭😭 but he does that with everyone soo idkk
Now that we're in holidays, we talk on call every day. We talk a lot about everything. Our interests match. AND I LOVE HIM. LIKE LOVE LOVE HIM. like he means the WORLD to me.
Whenever we meet it's lowkey awkward. When we're with a grp of friends he's usually veryy loud.
But when we're alone he's all low tone and sooo cutee (I'm gonna kms lol)
Idkkkk mannnnn I lover talking to him but idk how he feelsss. I feel like he thinks we're just goood friends... Sometimes I think he's into me while other times I feel he's not idkkkkk
Should I tell him about my feelings?? I don't wanna loose him as a friend. I love him way to much.
Maybe he'll never know 🥺🥲
TLDR: I love this boy and we vibe and I think there's chemistry but idkkkk 😭😭😭😭😭