Someone have this too? (POCD)
When I have groin reactions, I feel a very strange urge to masturbate. I honestly don't know why this happens, but I get very, VERY anxious about it, and even if I do it, in the middle of it I stop feeling this "excitement."
The urge seens too real too, after testing i know that i dont like this, but sometimes this happens and i fall into a spiral :(
I'm also very distressed because I'm almost overcoming OCD. The problem is a child at my school. Seriously, I get so anxious; she's the source of my doubts. I don't even feel groin reactions, but the problem is testing my feelings and things like that. I know I shouldn't compel myself, but it's difficult when this urge to masturbate comes. It's the most distressing thing, seriously. It feels like I really want to, you know? It's a strange tension. OCD really is hell on earth...