I feel lonely after work. Like I don't wanna even watch a movie or anything. I really want her. But there's no one.
I want someone, a crush, a close female friend? Like someone who knows me and I know her; who prioritizes me over others.
I really need someone. My heart feels sunken whenever I realise there's no one. Literally no one in my life. There's not even a talking stage.
And I don't know why I want it so much, other people are single and fine by themselves. I don't know but I really need someone.
Man, I want to feel like that again. The time I used to have a crush and talked to her everyday.
Just imagining that feeling makes my heart feel good.
This feeling hits after office when I realise I have no one to talk to about my day.
And nothing else is making me feel good, nothing ever comes close to substituting that feeling.
Some days the loneliness takes over so much that it is very hard for me to describe.
I don't know what to do.
And yes I tried hobbies but as I said, it didn't substitute the feeling that I need right now.
You guys been through this? And what did you do? Being desperate and DMing every random girl on Instagram doesn't work so what do you actually do? How to deal with it, manage it?
Ahh this venting and making a post out of this situation makes me feel so desperate and needy. Sorry guys. I rarely post anything.