u/Alternative-Walk9818

I was optimistic after home tests came back positive but our first beta was 37 at 9dpt5dt. Today at 11dpt it only rose to 61. We’re going back for a 3rd on Monday but I’m feeling really defeated and like a clear no would have been easier to process. I’m still testing at home and while they do keep getting darker they are definitely faint. It’s getting harder to stay optimistic and I feel like I’m waiting for the other shoe to drop. Has anyone had a similar experience?