Thoughts ☺️
Hi everyone,
I’ve been thinking a lot over the past few weeks and months. Many of my friends have started families, had kids, gotten married, or begun renovating homes they recently bought. Some have even moved to new towns, though we still keep in touch. It hasn’t really affected me negatively—I’m genuinely happy for them.
When it comes to me, I’m not very into going out to clubs or dating, so it’s been kind of hard to meet new people.
About four years ago, I was in a relationship. We did have intimate moments, but mostly not from my side. After the relationship ended, I didn’t try to start anything serious again. Then COVID happened, and during that time I saw a male doctor for a routine checkup. He had nice facial features and a pleasant voice, and I found myself thinking about him for about a week, even though we never saw each other again.
That made me wonder if I might not be into women, but into men instead. At the same time, I’ve also had an interest in women—not in a sexual way, but more in terms of their character and vibe. Some people just leave a strong impression after you meet them.
What I do know is that I might be bisexual, but I’m not really that interested in the sexual aspect. What confuses me further is that I do have a fetish—specifically a foot fetish, which I know is quite common.
So I feel a bit stuck, asking myself a lot of questions. What I do know is that I would love to have someone to spend my time and life with.
I’d really appreciate any advice or thoughts you might have.