u/Alternative-Pay-447

I have asked myself the same

But not the tone you would expect

I have lived through the question

But not the answer you expected

Is it me that gets caged

Is it me that lives like a cage

Who am I to this question

Before me

I must have a purpose of what ?

Of love

Of luxury

Of fame

Of money

But the desire no longer exists

I am floating on the edge of life

Clinging to nothing

Some say it is blessing

It is curse in its truest

The strings that bounded me to life

From my childhood are no longer there

The bliss I felt from smallest of pleasure

Are no longer there

Is it good to not feel anything

Why would question a corpse

That's right

I am walking corpse

You find me walking

You find me eating

You find me sleeping .

But I am alivei haven't felt anything

Is there a space for me

Is there a purpose for me

Is there love for me

I want to bath in pain

So that I feel alive again

I want to drown in sufferings

So that it stops feeling hollow

I wish to seek the sky

But never understand what to seek

Is it death, Is it life

Oh , I forgot

Is it how to live again ?

So sky tell me ??

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u/Alternative-Pay-447 — 15 days ago