I’m a second-year nursing student about to enter my third year, but I’ve been having serious doubts about continuing. I chose nursing not because I’m passionate about it, but because my mother sacrificed a lot for me, even working abroad so I could study and have a better life. I feel like I owe it to her to keep going. I also know nursing is one of the most practical ways for me to work abroad, which adds even more pressure.
During clinical duties, my confidence has been slowly dropping. I make mistakes, struggle with communication, and often feel like I’m not as capable as my classmates. I can handle the academic side, but when it comes to actual patient care, I doubt myself a lot. Even when I try to open up to my parents, I’m told to just keep going because of everything that’s already been invested.
I’m scared of failing,not just for myself, but for the people who believe in me. I don’t have many people to talk to, and I hesitate to open up because I don’t want to burden others. At the same time, I can’t ignore the feeling that maybe this path isn’t really for me. I enjoy helping people, but deep down, I’m more drawn to art, creativity, and the idea of traveling.
Right now, I feel stuck between continuing for practical reasons and wanting something that truly fits me. I’m not sure if I’m just overwhelmed or if this is a sign I should rethink everything.
I’d really appreciate any advice, tips, or shared experiences.