No where else to turn
I am beside myself, not sure why I am running to the internet but here I am. I was with a man for almost 3 years & for three years I have done literally everything to make this man happy and for all of his wants & needs to be met. Of course, I got the your the best thing thats ever happened to me, your my best friend, I am happy with you etc. and he continually fucked me over time & time again & my stupid ass went back everytime even when he almost died due to heart conditions I ran to go be there for him & stayed by his side but still nothing was apparently ever good enough. Now I am completely drained, emotionally, physically & I have never loved someone like I did him & I truly have no one to talk to or turn too & I just dont know how to get through this. Who cares right? No one - besides me.