Hey I'm 25 M to clarify I'm out of school but I'm taking work related courses
I have noticed that when I'm stuck studying my brain all of sudden now wants to work with me and peruse all of the interests or hobbies
That lay in the back of my mind and I have been making plans to do them but only end up with just plans that I can't follow then forget about my plans try make new ones
An annoying cycle that depletes motivation out of me
Unless I have some deadline or an exam then I start to get that motivation back and go look for the YouTube tutorials and think about doing this or that and I can focus on them
as long as I don't study for my exam
Then all goes away after that deadline
sometimes I feel like I can waste a life time just wasting time or doing what needs to be done at that moment
Why am l like this ? How can I fix it ?