Help me...
So everything started with the senior year, I met a guy from my classroom who was so funny and actually kind of cute (in the way he acts and his expressions), and I suddenly fell for him. I started to join him to my work teams and greet him every time I could. Many people tell me that I'm nice so it wasn't weird for anyone.
Then one day my friend (Friend 1)found out that he liked me (She also found out that I liked him, she's very observant), and I noticed that he had already told me that because he wrote a little note in my notebook that said "I like you", he erased it but I still could see it. We have had lots of deep talks about our future and also we played videogames frequently.
I was so happy about that, I could notice his interest and I was waiting for the best.
But one day, we went to a reunion with friends, where they bought alcohol and stuff; he was there and some of my friends too (They invited us for a reason, have that in mind).
The worst came when he decided that we should play truth or dare. Everyone accepted. At first it was quite calm, but then everything started to get intense, and one of the first things they did was kissing. My friend (friend 2) told him "I dare you to kiss (friend 3) but in the corner of her lips". I was stunned. I couldn't say anything because, why would I do that?, so they kissed. More people kissed the rest of the afternoon, but when we were about to end the game (friend 2) dared him again to kiss her properly. (Friend 3) Was kind of "Oh nooo" because she felt guilty for HER EX. But obviously later she accepted and they kind of ate each other(she didn't know I liked him). I felt weird.
After that I tried not to talk to him too much and did not greet him as much as I did so I could get over it faster. But the memory of that moment kept coming back.
But recently we went again to the house's previous reunion, this time with just close friends. Two of them told us "Ugh we don't know what to do, because do you remember what happened last time? Well 'him' doesn't like (friend 3) at all, he wanted her to come because you were with her and he wanted to kiss you (me)" (Friend 3 wasn't there that time).
I wanted to feel happy but I couldn't, I felt bad for my friend because she was excited. (Plus, she's still in contact with her ex and they treat each other as bf and gf).
So now I feel like I'm cheating on my friend, even though I'm not doing anything and I just want advice TT.