u/Alonewolf000

I am hard-of-hearing and 25 years old.

I am thinking of getting married to an older man (30s - 40) for financial stability.

I am tired at this point, and this may be my way of getting out of my current situation.

I have physical health and mental health issues, and my parents can't afford medical treatments abroad, but I think having a supportive husband who can afford that may make my life easier.

Please, no judgments. It took me years to be where I am today, and I have gone through a lot to come to this decision.

I am starting university in August, and I have been thinking of studying business administration, but I found out from someone that it is not worth it.

I am not familiar with public administration because it is something that came up in a conversation with my dad a few days ago, who is helping me with admission and the searcing process and has been hands-on throughout this whole thing. I am hard-of-hearing and have terrible anxiety, and weighing my options is making me feel worse.

He asked me, "What about public administration?"I said that I would have to read about it since I have no idea and since then, I have spent reading about it. I actually seem to like it since I have always wanted to work in non-profit and love volunteering, and this seems like something I would love to study.

I am learning as I go on, but I think it may be worth the next four years of my life. I don't know what else to study???? Or to do with my life?????

I would also appreciate any other recommendations for similar degrees since I think public administration relies heavily on networking and doing presentations, and talking to people (presenting your ideas).

I wish I could find a degree that doesn't require networking/talking and being around people, but what do I know? I appreciate any help I can get. Thanks