DEFEAT LONELINESS
You are never lonely. You breathe the same air as other people in your college. Your joy is indirectly (with little humanity) their joy. Your depression is also their depression. ~Gautam Buddha
We all humans are linked as the same. Among those people, someone must believe in you. Your future family members yet to meet, Your future work friends. All believe in you. You have alot of years ahead of you.
Your life is the worst. Your parents are the worst. You think everything about you feels normal in the outside but in the inside it is a mess. Your room is a mess. These things are lies.
You need to loved. Love god, a girlfriend or your best friend (not in that way)