It’s not even finalized yet and I had a gut feeling about something. My intuition has never been wrong… I was right this time too. An account already made for dating. For finding ‘my girl’. After divorcing. We aren’t divorced yet… and I was your girl… me. I was your babygirl, your lover girl, your sweetheart. Your everything sweet and now… now you’re already seeking to replace me. After saying you love me still and will always be attracted to me. I’m absolutely crushed. I’m dying inside. It will kill me to see you with another woman… knowing she gets to enjoy what I once had… what I still love… WHO I still love… please… don’t do this to me… don’t kill me like this… it’s too much. It hurts too much…
Edit: I’ve known this man since I was 16. I married him at 18 and we have 4 children. This isn’t just a ‘breakup’. I’ve known him half my life, and have given life to our children. To ‘cut ties’ is not possible. This is truly devastating to me. It hurts. I had to go to my doctor because it was literally causing strain on my heart and it felt like I was having a heart attack.