Hi, I'm planning for divorce with my husband. I'm really scared. I have 4 year old. Now we live in rent apartment which has all amenities for my child like daycare, school. I donno from where to start now. House, Insurance, school, after school care and all.
My husband and I married for 5 years but we had sex maybe 25 times [maximum] in these 5 years. He really shows no interest on me. He watch porn and masturbate when I sleep. I tried talking. He gave simply justification each time.he says he has anxiety. Even financially, he is making bad decision but if I say he simply says leave me if you dont like.
Now im kind of confused. I don't have any support in this country. Back home also my family isn't supportive. If I say divorce, they simply blame me and judge me. I really want to give good life for my child. I have full time work now.
Kindly suggest any advice? Should I simply adjust forever or leave him and live independently with my child and maybe if life gives better partner
Tldr;