u/Alive-Signature1085

So I interviewed with AAA for a remote position. My current Job is safety sensitive. Two days after I interview someone from AAA asked a friend of there’s that does not even work for AAA to ask about me. Apparently this person use to work for my company but they reached out to a random supervisor who deals with another department. Thankfully this supervisor let me know immediately what happened. Anyway I did not sign a offer letter or any type of background check disclosure. We have proper channels to go through in my company to verify employment. I found this very unprofessional.

Love my job and what I do. I just can’t do the 60-70 hour weeks during peak times anymore especially with having children. I’ve been looking at remote work but I honestly don’t even know where to start.

I took my normal Adderall and Vyvanse combo for the first two days. Then stopped because I was not helping myself taking them with no sleep.

This week was challenging, worked two double shifts back to back. I did not sleep because I had to work the second double shift in the next 5 hours so I said fuck it, I have the next couple of days off I’ll just sleep after. After my second double shift I came home and not a hour before I could sleep I get a call that my brother passed away so had to travel 2 states away by car and fill out paperwork and pick up his dog and do various other things. We knew it was coming but thought we would have at least a week or two more. Then I started driving all the way back home, about 3 hours away from home I get a call from my wife that my poor daughter took a fall down the stairs and couldn’t fully move her arm and was in pain. I now head to the hospital stay at the hospital for a couple hours she then gets discharged. Brother’s dog ended up being a service dog for the day according to the eyes of the security lol. She if fine now, broke her collarbone. Next A close friend of mine was in town and we planned this for months so I couldn’t say no I showed up had food and played Pool. At this point I couldn’t drive I was calling an uber I started losing actual memory. I don’t remember much at all. Around the 90 hour mark I started hallucinating for the first time in my fucking life. Something that I never want to experience again. I don’t remember falling asleep I just looked at my last text and calculated off of that. I woke up 17 hours later and here I am at 5am EST. Good Morning